For you,
my love.

TAKING RESPONSIBILITY

I'm truly sorry.

I'm truly sorry for hurting you through my childish actions and for not being considerate enough of your feelings.

I realize that instead of making things easier for you, my actions only added more pressure. I wasn't understanding what you were going through, and I failed to give you the understanding and space you deserved.

You didn't deserve to be put in that position, and I'm genuinely sorry.

WHAT I'VE REALIZED

I have things to work through.

You were right about something. You cannot fix my traumas, my fears, or my insecurities for me.

I realize that constantly allowing my anxiety to take over has slowly put cracks in our relationship, and that's something I don't want to keep doing.

I don't want my fears to become something you have to carry. I need to learn how to deal with them myself, rather than letting them affect the person I love.

I don't want to be that kind of partner to you.

WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME

My precious princess.

You mean so much to me, my precious princess.

I might not express this often enough, but your presence has changed me in so many significant and beautiful ways.

You've influenced the way I think, the way I see things, and even the way I slowly learn to become a more mature person.

Well... except for my anxious attachment issues. Ahahaha.

Sometimes, I genuinely feel grateful to God for bringing you into my life. You're this incredibly stubborn woman with such a patient heart, putting up with someone as childish as me sometimes. Ahaha.

I know I don't always say it, but I appreciate you more than you might realize.

I love you, baby. More deeply than my words could ever fully express.

WHAT I WISH I COULD CHANGE

You deserve to be understood.

I genuinely regret making you feel this way.

Especially knowing that I've made you feel as though I was trying to mold you into someone according to my own expectations, while I haven't even properly dealt with my own anxieties.

Looking back, I should have approached things differently.

I should have tried harder to understand you instead of making demands. I should have listened instead of allowing my fears to dictate how I treated you.

You deserve to be loved as yourself, not pressured into becoming someone else.

And I'm sorry I failed to give you that.

WHAT I WANT TO WORK ON

Not just words, but actions.

I want to work on myself, genuinely.

I want to become someone who can love you without letting his insecurities constantly interfere with our relationship.

I'm not going to promise that I'll magically change overnight. I know personal growth takes time, consistency, and actual effort.

But I want you to know that I'm willing to put in that effort, to recognize my mistakes, and to keep working on myself.

Not just through words, but through my actions.

I want to do better, for myself and for us. ♥